♂je suis simplement une fille♀

2010-05-16T14:34:00.001+08:00

trying the better things. so I have moved on to http://lilsuis.tumblr.com/ (:

2010-05-09T17:55:00.003+08:00

really need these badly. can't it like fell down from the sky? or suddenly appear in my bank account or my bag?

2010-05-08T22:32:00.004+08:00

fell in love with this particular dress. can some kind soul help me pay for the beautiful $200 dress that I plan to wear particularly for my convocation? well I can honor the kind soul by telling my generation. the sweet looking dress is cashly paid by _______. super merepek jek lil! less than a week the super huge big day will come. soon. pray for the best for me ya on that day. InsyaAllah. amin.

beloved Hitler.

2010-05-03T21:01:00.014+08:00

looking at Sha's blog with lyric makes me want to sing all the oldies song.

I shall just take the part which I like the most.

1 2 3 go!

Amelina - Asyik

Pasir putih tepi pantai

Ombak saling berkejaran

Kau lari aku mengejar

Di antara deru rindu... kita berdua

Basah-basahnya rambutmu

Sebasah asmara kita

Siapa dulu yang empunya

Kalau bukan ku seorang...

Kekasih hati

In Team - Impian Kasih

Kasih dengarlah hatiku berbicara

Kasih izinkan diriku bertanya

Bisakah cinta bersemi

Mengundang restu Ilahi

Adakah bahagia yang diimpi

Menjadi satu realiti

Kasih kusedari kekurangan ini

Kasih kuinsafi kelemahan diri

Kuingin sunting dirimu

Menjadi permaisuri hatiku

Sebagai isteri yang berbudi

Kebanggaan para suami

Wanita hiasan dunia

Seindah hiasan adalah wanita solehah

Yang akan membahagiakan

Syurga di dalam rumah tangga

Hanya itu yang kuinginkan

Dari insan yang amat kusayang

Damaikanlah resah hatiku

Aku rindu kasih dan sayangmu

Terimalah seadanya

Akulah hiasan pelamin hidupmu

Hijjaz - Permaisuri Hatiku

Di antara kekasih pilihan di hati

Punyai budi penghias diri

Wajahnya lembut biasan pekerti yang tinggi

Indahnya perhiasan duniawi

Di antara diriku jua dirimu

Hanya mengharap cinta yang satu

Ku binakan mahligai impian mu

Oh sayang ikhlaskanlah hati mu

Malumu bernilai

Katamu berhikmah

Hatimu tulus suci dan murni

Hanya diri yang halal

Engkau serahkan segala

Untuk mencari redha Ilahi

Benarlah cinta buta melalaikan

Tanpa memikirkan batas syariatnya

Semuanya itu hanya ujian di dunia

Ia adalah mahar untuk kita ke syurga

why don't you listen to them yourself and do the jugdement.

2010-04-26T20:09:00.002+08:00

it makes you appreciate God's creation.

and.

I'm thankful for all the blessing and aid.

Thank You, Allah.

2010-04-21T21:40:00.004+08:00

My prayer. Bismillah.

I pray that what I wish and long for will come true.

I pray that I'm able to take and pass my license.

I pray that I'm able to take my degree with the desirable course.

I pray that I will love the job I'm holding currently.

I pray that Allah will protect me from evil and harm.

I pray that Allah will open my heart to do kind deeds.

I pray that Allah will hopefully answer my silence prayer.

Amin.

2010-04-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

after soo damn long I'm sick just after going through two rains. one with the sunshise. hujan panas sounds familiar? oh. well. my english sucks. and the not-the-best start for work is that I'm sick on second week of work. taking mc doesn't seems nice. so ya. endurance. endure lil endure!

2010-04-13T23:41:00.003+08:00

can occur anytime anywhere.

to cope with the new uniform.

the new expectation.

deciding what I really want in life.

what I can do for the rest of my life.

how I wish life is as simple as it can be.

as simple as school life.

where you just need to study what is required.

Oh Allah please assist me throughout my life.

Amin.

2010-04-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

been there for 3 years.

will still be there another 3 more years.

more than that?

probably not.

2010-04-11T18:09:00.002+08:00

everyone able to fall in love.

but who manage to make it last?

2010-04-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

during the 'trying uniform session'.

will be wearing it in public tomorrow. the very first time ever.

very nervous today.

pray for the best. amin.

2010-04-03T20:33:00.008+08:00

went to marina barrage yesterday with Dysfunctional Family.

parvin drove her lime green picanto.

so impromtu. and my very first time flying a kite.

with the help of this 'pakcik', who wani said "pakcik kau panggil dia? abang la." heh. oh-well.

soo loving it. I'm sure to fly again.

who shall be my next victim? my dad? hmm..

don't mind the background.

wani hair seems to be like mine.

wani stop eyeing on my meal.

with the driver. thanks for the trip vin.yes. super hot day.

there was alot of 'minah-minah payung' .

wani's sister's kite, the penguin.

the blue whale kite who came later keep entangle with our cute penguin kite.
the 2 male owners keep shouting, "penguin kite! penguin kite!"
duh. who came first and kite is higher?

yes. the 4 of them sit there and let me to fly the kite ALONE.

with the camera-woman.

flying the kite first before dinah preparing to snap shot with the kite.

main tipu la kirakan.. heh. (:

oh. the guy with the cap is the 'pakcik' or 'abang'.

i guess he give a helping hand after our kite keep falling onto him and even entangle with his.

thanks alot for the help. he said, "to your left, left." (:

totally candid.

while mimi fixing up the kite.

just loved vin's red ribbon.

a day at marina barrage.

oh. yes. it's true that it was my very first time flying a kite and going there.

good day.

2010-04-02T10:18:00.002+08:00

makan besar punya.

in few days time I will be busy being a staff nurse.

takut gila kape.

BIG responsibility huh.

Matthew Bomer and Simon Baker is soo loved.

I just love their drama series. (:

falling in love with the wrong person at the wrong time is not a choice.

isit?

2010-03-31T18:46:00.002+08:00

my pillar of strength.

2010-03-29T18:57:00.003+08:00

daahaa..

I'm back from holis in Vietnam and Hong Kong.

and supposed to be in Bangkok.

however..

due to the riots and the uneasy feeling and love-the-daughters-so-much-dad, we changed it.

as usual to upload the loads and loads of pictures is a chore.

my rusty blog is almost dying too.

Alhamdulillah.

I finally finished my Diploma in Nursing.

waiting for my Convo in May.

and..

I will officially start working next month, April.

damn fast huh?

how I wish i can just continue to be a student and study.

don't ask me about my license.

I will, Insya-Allah, continue it when the time is right and I have enough courage to go.

as it seems, it took me years to get one for myself.

why?

I'm just so scard to face the fact and the pressure.

okaylah.

just hope during this short period of time I found someone who is willing enough to accompany my every lesson.

amacam cool tak?

dream on lil!

okaylah.

will try to update again sooon.

and upload the picture soonn.

and I have upload some of the pictures at my FB.

taataa!

2009-12-16T23:36:00.005+08:00

its been awhile since I update this blog.

kan?

I've start my 3 months of PRCP.

how was it?

so far, okie la.

that's all I can say.

I hope everything went smoothly til Feb.

and Insya-Allah, to pass my diploma next year too.

Insya-Allah. Amin.

I just hope what I wish for would be granted by Allah.

Amin.

Pray for me, ya? (:

2009-10-24T19:04:00.008+08:00

guess what?

my beloved Dysfunctional Family bought this for my 20th.

which they know pretty well that I don't use this.

Dinah said, "aku tahu! sebab tu aku nak kau pakai!"

aah. ye la sangat.

I don't even know how to use it properly.

so come again how do I start?

oh yes! the body shop one specially from Fatin.

and this from my darling polytechnic mates.

tee heee (:

and finally, I pretty well know that this is way too late to say but better say this now then never kan.

soo...

I want to say a very BIG Thank You for you, my darlings for all the Birthday wishes and presents.

sesayang korang tau!

2009-10-22T13:52:00.005+08:00

I still think that he looks a little bit like pasha, ungu.

don't u think so?

okay. so random.

and yes japanese drama, Pride is a nice show.

not dragy and stright to the point.

I like that.

and both the main cast look soo cute together. (:

I'm totally bored!

can someone help me kill my boredom.

ugh!

2009-10-17T18:15:00.003+08:00

I'm going to watch japanese drama Pride soon.

really soon.

yes, this is the first time I'm watching the japanese drama.

which I say I won't.

my sister has tried hard enough to convince me to watch this.

the good-looking actor does help in the convincing too. (:

2009-10-16T15:07:00.006+08:00

i made brownies today!

did it with the help of my sister. (:

reminds me of FNN classes.

damn! really missed those days.

2009-10-15T12:31:00.002+08:00

still remember the time we struggle to get the right topic for our FYP?

having like endless meeting with Mr Ibrahim.

owning the same pathetic piece of mind-map for weeks for meetings and viva-voce.

explaining the same thing to the mentors and they are always impressed by it.

our presentation set-up that was ruined at last minute.

how I missed those times.

2009-10-14T00:17:00.004+08:00

it was not a criteria, it was a reason.

digging perfection from imperfect self.

that was part of the reason too.

trying to admit to the flawed.

was also also a reason.

fussy, over searching.

precisely scard.

truth are better left unknown.

2009-10-13T13:34:00.003+08:00

my pillar of strength.

what would I be without her.

been there for me at every steps of my life.

never fail to shower me with love and advise.

my love, my mom.

2009-10-12T17:48:00.003+08:00

will always remember 10102009.

I need time to recover from it.

good luck to those who start school. (:

Personal Trainer needed before I turn twice of me now.

been munching non-stop. Oh God!

2009-10-11T20:42:00.001+08:00

BLOG STILL UNDER REPAIR.

2009-06-08T00:47:00.006+08:00

jodoh antara manusia terbahagi kepada tiga.
jodoh yang ditentukan oleh syaitan.
dimana ikhram dan shuhadah berpegangkan tangan dan melakukan maksiat seterusnya mendapat anak dan berkahwin.
kedua jodoh yang ditentukan oleh jin.
ikhram sukakan shuhadah tetapi shuhadah tak sukakan ikhram, jadi ikhran bomohkan shuhadah.
yang akhir sekali jodoh yang ditentukan oleh Allah.
ikhram dan shuhadah jatuh cinta. Dan ikhram masuk meminang shuhadah dan shuhadah terima.

2009-05-27T11:35:00.004+08:00

la la la ku sayang kamu
la la la memang kucinta
la la la la la...

ku tahu hatiku
ada bicara tentang cinta
kau mungkin pun tahu
kata hatimu

aku cuba lupakan
tapi ku tak terdaya kasih
namun sayang yang hadir
membawa sinar

lena aku di dalam pelukkan mu
ku tak pernah rasa cinta oh sebegini
bisakah kau terus begini
pertahankan cintaku

kata hati jangan lepaskan cinta
kerna kita seharusnya hidup bersama
biar badai datang melanda
cinta tak akan goyang

masa akan tentukan
kesetiaan hati ini
kita terus begini hingga akhirnya

2009-04-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

T'lah kuterima suratmu nan lalu

Penuh sanjungan kata merayu

Syair dan pantun tersusun indah, sayang

Bagaikan madah fatwa pujangga

Kan kusimpan suratmu nan itu

Bak pusaka yang amat bermutu

Walau kita tak lagi bersua, sayang

Cukup sudah tandamu setia

Tapi sayang sayang sayang

Seribu kali sayang

Ke manakah risalahku

Nak kualamatkan

Terimalah jawapanku ini

Hanyalah doa restu Ilahi

Moga lah Bang kau tak putus asa, sayang

Pasti kelak kita kan bersua

2009-03-29T00:34:00.017+08:00

okie. nari LiL rasa mcm nk blog dlm bahasa melayu. tu ari ade la LiL ngan keluarga g bercuti utk kali kedua. last cuti katerkan. semperna end of yr 2. crapy? kinda. terasa nk relaks sgt. tu pun lepas bercuti mcm tk cukp. mcm nk g lagi. kirakan the holis ni mcm semangat n energy utk yr 3 nnt. da nk kene prepare da. pastu da tkde nk enjoysing-enjoysing mcm ni lagi.
skg LiL tgh stuck ngan drama kt tv2, dari mata arisa. actuali drama tu dari tv1 from last yr. bt as u guys tau kn rtm da rombak alik the system. so smua drama diolah ke tv2.
LiL pun ader berita gempak. LiL skg exercise during dis holis. mcm tk percaya. LiL pun rasa mcm mimpi. mane tak. g jogging, cycling and soon g swimming. maklum la LiL bkn org yg bersenam. ok la LiL da upload gmbr mane yg LiL rajin nk upload. enjoysing smua. (:

the royal family.

hah. nk tau. biler kiteorg smpi hotel dorg serve kiter ngan tuala sejuk n basah. pastu ade orange juice sekali. best sgt!

ni dier kene skrew kt kepala dier. serious.

aper jek yg happy sgt.

mcm gombongan merisik. actuali kiter org g uma anak yatim.

i tell u dis granny n husband dua2 pesara cikgu. n they r like matair nt married couple. how i wish i cud be like them. so sweet.

the victims. tgk jek la how they all kene seksa.

aah. mcm china doll.

baju n topi die lawa kn kn?? terkejut org ni dibuatnye LiL. hehe.

ni la dier 'tuk-tuk'.

anak yatim. cute kn dorg.

biaser la biler girls wid cam.

hah. ni expo dorg.

da nk balik da.

spider village.

tmpt seksa dorg.

kn kn da ckp mesti nk amik gmbr.

sala satu cara org kene seksa.

laki ni tdo kt kaki lima.

kenal kt bende ni?

nangka besar!

monyet ni cute. die amik mane yg berisi jek. n die malu nk tgk cam.

anak2 dkt masjid. btw bkg org tu masjid.

hehe. (:

wid spider.

hehe. (:

mini prison cells.

biler raja dorg kahwin diff ari diff warna. klu LiL nk kawin ari wed. warna die lawa. heh.

dis girl sempat menyempat senyum n peace.

LiL nk horse ride! humph!

2009-02-28T00:24:00.006+08:00

Last weekend my family and I went for a short holiday. After such a long long time, at last we manage to put a side our schedule and just relax ourselves. What I hate was we came late so the activity that I really wanted to participate, I think no more. I really wanted to think that way too. So as not to piss myself off. Some other thing happens and now my mom thinks that her daughter has all grown up.
To think back, I’m really scared to go through third year. They say a year older, a year wiser and a year full of responsibility. Tough job huh. I hope to pass though it smoothly. Insya Allah. Amin.

2009-02-07T21:39:00.002+08:00

I just want to run away.

From life.

From reality.

Live with freedom.

With no string attached.

2009-02-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

Darling...

8 more hours before it ends.

I wish it will go smoothly and well.

InsyaAllah.

Amin.

2009-01-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

I will have to go through 40 more hours before another parcel of challenge begins. I just hope it will pass by really fast so that I can get done and over with. Let’s pray together for this. Amin. Anyway recently Sam tag me at facebook. When i look at the picture, it was ‘so the last time.’ I think that is the last day of my very first attachment. By the way, she is not my sister nor she is related to me. (:

2009-01-27T20:16:00.001+08:00

We are supposed to study for a test tomorrow. Pharmacology test. But I guess no matter how hard we try to stare at the papers, not all can be insert to the brain. The clock is ticking so does my heart.

2009-01-26T21:35:00.001+08:00

Medical Student.

2009-01-09T10:42:00.004+08:00

My first post in 2009! haha.. I know it’s like ages since I update my blog. As you may know the answer, it’s either I’m too lazy or just damn busy. Nevertheless, it is still not late for me to wish you guys, Happy New Year.
Well, many events happen during the long 2 months. My lecture mate, Hidayah just got married last week. Selamat Pengantin Baru to her. The cute part is that she came to school the next day. When we ask her why, she said, she hasn’t gone flat yet so might as well comes school.
1 of my module, Statistic, requires us to make a blog. Since I’ve update that blog, I felt so lazy to update this. Anyway, next week I will start having my attachment back for 1 full month! Good? I don’t know. Just pray all the best to me.

2008-11-28T20:32:00.008+08:00

Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush

Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do

'Cause I'm trying,

trying to

walk away

But I know

this crush

Ain't goin' away

Goin' away

2008-11-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

I know this is not the best time to blog. Why? Because in 2 days time I’ll be having my theory test. Next week is the hell for me. 2 practical tests. Statistic test. Presentation. Gila kape? But I’ve already feel the worst. My 2 weeks tumbdrive 8 GB lost on Friday. And the best part is that it contains the latest slides for my next week presentation. I’m so sorry that we have to restart what we have started last Wednesday. Argh! For the first time I did not prepare anything for my presentation just now. I just feel so shit that I wanted to get it done and over with. And I keep pronouncing it wrong. Like my group mates says memelayukan the words. I just hope the kind soul that found my tumbdrive please kindly return it.

2008-11-12T20:28:00.004+08:00

My classmates are playing "Angel & Mortal". We ballot on whom to be our ‘mortal’. Hence as an ‘angel’ you are suppose to ‘take care’ or give ‘surprise’ to your 'mortal'. On a certain day [which I forget when], then you will know who is your ‘mystery angel’. I can’t say much here on who is my ‘mortal’. Because the whole class are guessing who is their ‘mystery angel’. So, I won’t expose mine here. But the least I can say is that I’ve done my part. Ahh! Can’t I just be the ‘devil’? Nevertheless, I’m the ‘devil’ to the rest of the class. At least. And yes! My ‘mystery angel’ gives me a ‘surprise’ today. My ‘mystery angel’ gave me Cheezels [BBQ flavour]. My ‘mystery angel’ seems to know that I like cheese. Or is it just guessing game? Hmm.. who ehk? And my ‘mystery angel’ put it in my bag when I was busy walking around the class to disturb people. So when I wanted to put my book in my bag, I saw the Cheezels. At first I thought someone just want to tompang to put inside my bag. When I ask around “whose?” then the game struck in my mind. If ever my ‘mystery angel’ read my blog, i just want to say Thank You for the ‘surprise’! (:

2008-11-09T19:27:00.003+08:00

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa dicintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

let it fade God.. let it fade.. Amin..

2008-11-01T18:06:00.013+08:00

I watch this programme Ex-Wives Club at channel 5 just now. There are two main contestants but only one that caught my eyes. This lady was left by her husband 7 months ago because she had gain weight. She went to this show and was given two options. To get slim the easier but unnatural way by liposuction or to try the hard but natural way by exercise. She choose the hard but natural way instead. She had 6 weeks of hell. When she wanted to give up the instructor will hug her from behind, pull her up to stand and then push her to run. When she totally wants to quit, the crew shows her, her wedding dress that she can no longer fits on. That really gives her the encouragement to put double commitment to slim down. After 6 weeks, she lost 30 pounds! The pant that she wore to the gym on the 1st week was loose when she tried it on the 6th weeks. Without her knowledge, the crew has redesigned her wedding dress to different colour and sexier. She went to the salon to make over and try her wedding dress. To her surprise, she can fit it! She didn’t know that her ex-husband was called to give her a lift to airport. He was so stun to see her. He did mention that she was beautiful and hot. When she reached the airport, she had two options to make. To stay with her husband or to get to the plane and go on a date at an island. She chooses to go on a plane! (I was so happy when she say good bye to her jerk husband that left her all because she was fat!) She really did make a good decision. Because the crew somehow knew that she had a big crush at her friend but she doesn’t have the confident to express it. The person that she was on a date was her crush! (By the way, her crush is way much thinner than her fat ex-husband!)This was the first time she dates after her divorce. They went on a ship all that. This was also the first time she ever kissed on her very first date! After all that moments were captured. It was sent directly to her ex-husband’s house. Under his breath, they caught him saying that he regret letting her go. When they review them back 6 months later, she was married to her crush and wore bikini on their honeymoon. Her crush was cute when she met at the island but was not when they show 6 months later. He had longer and untidy hair. But after all she did make a good decision that makes her happy a life time.. (:

2008-10-26T20:25:00.012+08:00

terleka bila berbicara denganmu

pastiku terbang tinggi ke awan biru

bermain dengan kata-kata

dari bibirmu itulah mimpiku selalu

kerap kali kau muncul di ruang minda

denganku kini kian sempurna

bilaku terjaga kau di depan mata

katakan saja apa yang di rasa

hoooohhh...

kamu selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

ku tahu apa sebalik senyuman itulah yang ku mahu

jawapan dari kamu

aku selalu terkenangkan kamu

bila kamu jauh dari diriku kamu selalu yang ku rindu

jawapan rinduku, kamu

nyata berbeza cara kau berbicara

ku terasa diriku istimewa

mahuku bertanya tapi ku tak berdaya

dah ku dekat denganmu kelu lidah membisu

masih lagi ku tercari-cari

dari mimpi ke mimpi hari ke hari

nyata mulanya dari kamu

katakan saja apa yang di rasa

oooohhh...

kamu selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

ku tahu apa sebalik senyuman itulah yang ku mahu

jawapan dari kamu

aku selalu terkenangkan kamu

bila kamu jauh dari diriku kamu selalu yang ku rindu

jawapan rinduku, kamu

selalu aku mendoakan

agar kita disatukan

dan kita akan

ke akhirnya

hooo.. wo wooo...

kamu selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

ku tahu apa sebalik senyuman itulah yang ku mahu

jawapan dari kamu

aku selalu terkenangkan kamu
bila kamu jauh dari diriku kamu selalu yang ku rindu
jawapan rinduku, kamu

apa yang kau mahu

itu yang ku mahu

janganlah kau pergi

tinggalku sendiri

ku cari jawapan pasti

kamu..

kamu selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

2008-10-19T13:12:00.001+08:00

LiL Orange

2008-10-18T00:18:00.006+08:00

TUESDAY

my another BLUE

FRIDAY

my bright orange

my maroon

my (:

my first week in school..

2008-10-16T20:40:00.003+08:00

my BLUE BLACK men

seungu

2008-10-15T19:53:00.002+08:00

my men in BLACK

2008-10-13T20:25:00.003+08:00

should i just delete my blog?

i felt so so so damn lazy to update.

seriously.

aniway, today is monday blues.

we are blue.

BLUE

2008-09-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

If only tears were laughter

Wake me up when September ends

2008-09-21T16:08:00.005+08:00

On the 14th was my brother's POP. we went there with 3 bikes. my uncle with my aunt. my sis with my mom. and my cousin with me. the next day was my very first day of my attachment at Tampines Poly. it was fun and nice working with the other 7 of them. during our breaks almost all the muslim who are fasting, sleeping. Izzaty will set her hp alarm and wake us all up. i guess i will miss those times we walk all around the Poly to get the nurses 'autograph'. Hafizah and me even waited SSN Zainon to get her name chop and fill it all.

nice

pass marching

slow marching

(:

OMG! how fat can i be.

him.

2008-09-12T22:36:00.004+08:00

Gloria Jeans

Slacking

My holis are going to be over pretty soon. Argh! I really don't have the urge to go to attachment. Seriously. Or the matter of fact, i actually don't have the mood to do anything. Lately i've been helping my mom with the kuih. Just a helping hand before i start my attachment and might not bother. You never know, you see. I've borrow Step Up 2 from mimi but i've yet to watch it. Too lazy. If you know me well, you will know what type of lazy bum i can be. On Monday, 15th, i will start my attachment at Tampines Poly then all the way to IMH. Alhamdulillah, i manage to change shift with Reshem on the eve of Raya. So i can hear Takbir at home! Should i be delighted to celebrate 2nd & 3rd Raya with, should i say 'orang kurang upaya'?

A day to remember, Birthday Celebration.

2008-09-08T16:14:00.009+08:00

Finally i have the mood to blog again. i don't know what's wrong with me. recently i can manage to watch & listen sad ending stories. but the unsatisfied is still there. A lot! Korean drama, Autumn In My Heart was nice. really. with the handsome lead actor, Song Seung Heon and the pretty lead actress, Song Hye Gyo, you will surely fall for them. but the 'non syok part' is that both of them die. she had Leukaemia and he just can't continue life without her so he let himself been knock by lorry. so he died shortly after her. Agrh! Hate it!

I'm too lazy to upload the pictures on August & September for now. It will be soon, i guess. But i'll make it up by showing you guys a clip on how Sha, Dinah & me being sabotage by them. Wani the 'camerawoman' had apologise for the bad quality of the video. So Enjoy!

2008-08-25T23:28:00.006+08:00

Darling I fell in Love with...

W980

2008-08-24T22:22:00.008+08:00

Baby I got Creative!
haha..
okie let's start rojak blogging. last Friday was my last paper, Pharmacology. Girlfriends and i went to eat Yong Tau Foo at Eunos then we headed to go to Singapore Flyer. Dinah manage to get for me free ride. Yes darling free ride for August babies! we are so excited like we are touring other country.
During our way back, there was this lorry with lots of foreign workers on it.

Yati: Pilihlah.
Me: Selonggok berapa?
Bia: Sebatang?
Then we all start laughing. Bia added.
Bia: Tak maksud aku pisang...
Before she could even finish her sentence we all started laughing.
All: Bia that's even worst!

The next day i meet up with Wani to meet Dinah and Ihsan. We bought Sha present and went window shopping. And.. and.. Wani and I are aiming this beautiful maxi dress. God I really really want it! argh!

Just now my secondary school girlfriends went to celebrate August and September birthday babies. It was Superb! We were being sabotage by them too.. We are given relight candle on our J.Co donut. Apparently we don't know and was asked to blow and blow and blow until we give up.

we are strong!

do re mi

Yati Bia Sakura LiL Fad

we are stuck to the wall.

or at least trying to.

world peace

Presents from Secondary peeps!

Creative Zen Mp3 and Perfume.

From: Atiqa, Dinah, Parvin, Sha, Wani, Mimi

From: Fatin

LiL Orange

2008-08-15T22:43:00.008+08:00

some things you just can't get else where.

treasure it.

Kadangkala aku rasa ingin luahkan segalanya
Rahsia yang tersimpan di dada sekian lama
Namun kelu terus membisu menatap wajahmu
Daku malu tapi tak mahu kehilanganmu

Ucapkanlah cinta
Ucapkan ku saja yang kau perlu setiap waktu
Sepanjang hayatmu
Ucapkan kau rindu
Daku yang kau mahu
Yang kau cari telah kau temui
Ku tidak tertahan lagi untuk mengaku ku cintamu

Dan kadangkala kita hanya sedar keindahannya
Apabila ia sudah tiada di depan mata
Tidak rela ku lepaskan satu-satunya insan
Yang berikan ku segala makna kehidupan

Andai daku kau terima lebih dari kawan biasa
Daku kan setia tak ku benarkan kau berairmata
Andai kau terima cintaku
Daku kan belaikan tanganmu
Di penghujung waktu kau dan aku di dunia

2008-08-09T17:17:00.015+08:00

The sudden upload of the pictures is because i tried to study, however, nothing seems to be absorb. Any solutions?

i looked fat.

i know!

during the discussion.

Zawani receiving the ring.

as usual.

kpo-kpoing.

her 'mentel face' after engagement.
plus showing off the ring.
(:

my new spot.
new swatch mouse.

presents from nyp peeps.

now you don't see.

now you do.
nice?
(:

2008-08-07T19:13:00.005+08:00

I thought of updating all the pictures soon. really soon i mean. but it just seems that my laziness over right me and that even includes my worries and scariness over my exam which precisely starts by tomorrow.
Yes! tomorrow.
Study?
erm.. jumping through the chapters considered as one?
for God sake, someone please do the honor to motivate me to study.
count the chocolates out. my peeps done that.
I'll be busy with the books until 22 August. Heaven baby! 1 full month of holis. (:
then..
then..
until reality struck me back by then to go for my 3 weeks attachment.
and..
and..
i had to spend my eve of raya and.. and.. 2nd & 3rd day of raya at IMH.
lucky or what?
looks like they will have the honor to entertain my days and i'll do the same damn thing.
Rabiah, Fadzillah, Zawani, Hayati and Sharifa bought me tiramisu limited edition cadbury chocolate and dark chocolate cadbury raspberry and a bagpack.
cool or what?

Alhamdulillah. i passed my BCLS. (:

'God please grant my wish and let these feelings fade.'

2008-08-06T14:37:00.001+08:00

I'm a year older.

A year more of experience.

2008-07-30T21:25:00.004+08:00

theres alot to update

bt im juz lazy n unbother enuf to do so.

pemalas besar?

yes.

then lets have rojak blogging.

1stli on 20/07/08

Nurul Zawani Zainal Abidin

gt engaged.

pics?

soon..

if im 'rajin' enuf.

tml..

BCLS n pharmaco test.

study?

haven.

crazy?

yes.

n of course.

i hate this Sunday.

older biologicali.

sucks?

very.

oh please.

no more toys or bears this year.

im full wid 3.

seriously.

1 big ge-ge (older brother) bear (2006)

1 small di-di (younger brother) bear (2007)

1 hop-hop tiger (2007)

im not femine or gurlish?

like duh!

'jika sesuatu dicipta hanya untuk kita, seribu tahun ia tetap tidak berubah'

2008-07-18T21:09:00.002+08:00

on wednesday SHS having Racial Harmony.
semangat?
i noe..

Teachers must learn not to be bias.
tts wad i tink most important if u 1 2 b 1.
or at least try nt 2 b SO obvious.
right?
Stupid ass!

it might not be a fairy tale after all..
i hope it fade..
or will it not?

'ajal maut jodoh pertemuan semuanya di tangan Tuhan'

2008-07-07T18:34:00.004+08:00

cute things happen today..

we were havin christine lesson about environment thingy..

suddenli bia asked me..

"kat Antarctica ada nyamuk tak?"

den we were talking about jurong island and those who live in jurong..

they are most likely risk as they are the nearest to the factory and all that..

den kin lai sae..

"del! you also jurongkid, say something!"

our topic were on ppl who work at jurong island afterward..

their highly salary n their highly risk..

den germaine suddenli comment..

"to pay the hospital bills mah."

hes wearing yellowish lime shirt today.

shocking for me as i think and as far as i can recall..

this is the brightest colour he have wore.

(kalau main 4D da strike kot)

aniwae i bring a backpack to sch.

from a 'place' to sch.

so backpack can fill in all my stuff.

and guess wad?

co incidence he too bring a backpack to sch today.

luck or wad?

'orang yang bersabar ada hikmahnya'

2008-07-04T18:38:00.011+08:00

last week..

went out with my dear-dears to bugis to celebrate Fatin, Syarifah & Hazwani's 19th birthday..

It was fun!

Kecoh giler!

and..

on tt dae, i tried sheesha..

wee..

heheh!

3 puffs..

aniwae..

i wont elaborate more.. wana noe ask personalli..

rite..

Alhamdulillah i pass my practical skills test n bio..

though i'm a lil unhappy with the grade bt i'm still grateful that i pass it.

dan..

'lelaki yang baik, hanya untuk wanita yang baik'

dan

'wanita yang baik, hanya untuk lelaki yang baik'

2008-06-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

Cute la!

Bawa balik boleh tak?

2008-06-21T00:31:00.005+08:00

it kills few minutes of my boredom...

lalaland...
im still in those island...
seriousli..
wake up LiL!
wake up!!!

ytd beloved wani accompany me to redhill...
wen we meetup wid super late sha n atiqa at tamp...
we ate LJS..
walk walk walk..
home...

God i really missed my sec sch mates...
argh!
okies lets sing TPSS sch song.

green and gold
green and gold
we will keep our school flag flying
na na na..
na na na..
na na!

i guess i did forget some part of it..
care to freshen up my memory?

n yes!
new quote..
it kills few minutes of my boredom...
rite wani?

2008-06-09T19:27:00.010+08:00

tralala... lala... okies let's start!

attachment finali over!
1 full month at KKH..
hw was it?
hmm..
ok la..

n den went 2 nilai n johor.
long long long journey..
seriousli n theres lik nth 2 spend 4 us youngsters.
end up kak pau n me jz spend on food!
if u plan 2 gt married do cum 2 nilai its like a 'mini paradise'.
so u cn find all ur hantaran berkat n stuff there.

bro miss placed camera charger so e batt was flat n i just manage 2 snap snap snap pic randomli..

there was this oprah show tt shows kelly clarkson, justin timberlake as guests..
her song 'because of you' jz stuck in my head since den.
4 sum part theres similariti kot..
you stands for ppl frm the novels tt i've read n even frens..
n this song bout my love life..
ok wait.
dis was totali random.
n of course it does nt link kepada yg hidup mahupun yg mati.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you

link 2 me?

2008-06-02T18:41:00.002+08:00

namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta

ketika ku bersujud

zoo

2008-05-09T19:14:00.006+08:00

i noe dis posting seems lik 4eva..

im jz 2 lazy n bz 2 update..

heres the posting for a day in Zoo..

enuf

2008-04-15T22:13:00.003+08:00

i noe i'm just not good enough

i dont deserve it

i shld hav just let it go n breakaway

right frm the start

2008-04-07T11:02:00.001+08:00

I cut my hair.

Regret?

2008-03-31T19:52:00.002+08:00

LiL Orange

sentosa

2008-03-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

A day at Sentosa! went wid bdae gurl syam, wani, tin, sha n kad. vin join us

for lunch lata on. it was veri fun n interesting n exciting! i wana go there again!

seriousli! okies im jz 2 lazy 2 type about wad happen there.. pics saes a thousands

words. n yea so here u r all e pics. more pics 2 b upload frm bdae gurl camera since shes

nt online 4 nw. enjoys e pics guys! tata!!

...COLOURS of my life...

2008-03-17T19:34:00.000+08:00

my attachment starts todae.
felt so tired.
maklum la da naik lemak cuti.
da lamer tk diri lama2 lagi.
n pract e skills.
i felt so blur.
lucky sharifa, zawani n fwens were there 2 assist.
well, tml is yet another dae.
11 more daes 2 go!
ni ke yi zou dao de lil!!!

ALHAMDULILAH

2008-03-13T08:46:00.000+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH

gym

2008-03-04T13:14:00.001+08:00

last fridae i went 2 somerset wid wani b4 meetin up wid e rest at changi airport. it was a hectic reunion. they were planning about dis n dat. i jz hope tt wad they plan will cum true. amin. Wani, Kad, Mimi n i meet up again on sun. we went 2 e gym. gym? haha.. yes gym. n all 3 of us (Wani, Kad n Me) aim 4 e same guy. dis guy his hair lik so health n sexy. wid brownish in colour. cute! bt all 3 of us agree tt its oly hes hair tt makes him attractive.. haha.. we den went 2 duno wad coffeeshop. whr wani bring us there 2 drink teh tarik. teh tarik.. reminds me of my mentorship grp. n yes, i do meet most of dem during e SHS Conference on sat.

Vin, Mimi, Kad, LiL, Wani

..browns..
brown scarf, brown hair, brown shirt

i was reali on e phone while dis pic was snap.

happy

2008-03-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile

Today Is A HAPPY Day

VERY HAPPY Day

I'm HAPPY Today

Just SO HAPPY

Why?

Don't Ask.

Only 3 people knew the real reason.

smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile

holis

2008-02-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS are so FUN

soulmate

2008-02-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
Cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

SoulMate

Natasha Bedingfield

swensen

2008-02-23T09:29:00.000+08:00

okey.. exams r finali over. i hav been restrainin myself frm usin e comp alot. dun ask mi hw was e exam coz im sureli dun wana tink bout it. tawakal jek la. well.. on our last paper my girlfriends n i went 2 watch 'Ps. I Love You'. e husband was so damn romantic n sweet n thoughtful. hw i wish i cn hav 1. =) den we headed 2 sengkang 4 swensen. during our journey there, the bus we r takin had an accident wid e DHL lorry. the lorry hit e but side mirror n coz it 2 detach. e mirror was lata been ran over by a small van n it breaks into pieces. nvr in our life e bus stop in e middle of expresswae n we walk 2 board another bus. it was so damn packed. we end up enterin e bus usin e exitin door. wen we reached there. dina was werkin n she serve us. giant earthquake 4 a price of regular 1. tanks 2 her n her fwen. =) den i headed back 2 tamp wid sakura. shes meetin her guy while i'm meetin my sis.

durin yati's birthdae pit.

again.

at swensen. =)

in e middle of e expresswae.

cool rite?

on my right e yellow red man is e DHL guy

n on my left e bus driver.

as usual.

wad wud girls do i e loo.

again.

n again.

signing off...

LiL Orange =P

penawar

2008-02-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

Senyuman kuberi sungguh bermakna

Tetapi sayang kau tak ketahui

Tak ketahui

Hingga ku merana

Merajuk hati

Membawa diri

Penawar rindu padamu seorang

Kenapa selalu semangatku dikau puja

Penawar Rindu

dekat

2008-02-06T18:53:00.000+08:00

rite.. finali e pics durin e short trip 2 msia. jz nw i went 2 my aunt hse 2 babysit my nephew. quite tirin. maklum la i nvr had a younger siblin nor ever takin takin care of a baby 4 long hrs! n by luck he was nt well jz nw. asik nk di dukung n jln2 jek. oh well.. he still adorable though!

partners in crime

dis in infact a snap shot..

erm.. well.. i was actuali 'force' 2 take e pics..

okies.. shes disturbin mi.. her arms ard my neck n jz look at her evil smile n my unnatural smile..

'force' again?

LiL Orange

Walau jauh akan ku gegas berlari

Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit

Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami

Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar

Bila ku dekat padamu

msia

2008-02-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

ytd i went 2 msia wid my sis, mom n aunt. bt at e end of e journey i had dis bad experience wid dis hamba Allah. coz of tt t dun feel lik bloggin ytd n put up e pics yet. so jz wait la ye. i jz hope tt hamba Allah gt twice e retribution. Amin.

n yes! do check out Hemli "Darlie" 's blog. he wrote sumting interesting on Monday, 4th of Feb 08. hehe..

Yin Ting was so cute. she msg mi 2 ask if i was at JB ytd. n told mi..

"at about 4.30pm, i saw a person really look like you, at City Square Mcdonald buying ice cream"

durin tt time i was shortage of 13cent 4 my sundae of 2ringgit n 63cents. tot of changin it 2 pay wid 50note. bt tt guy told mi "tak pe". =P

hmm...

class

2008-02-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

rite.. heres e pics of my groupmates. unfortunateli i duno hw cum MK was nt in e pic. n he claims tt he is. pape la ehk. so by rite theres shld b 26 of us in e pics. exams r ard e corner n i haven start revision. i am so dead! im still in holis mood n tts so grrr...

adious!

they cn b super cool n kick! =P

NR0713

in e lif all 26 of us squeeze in..

cool rite?

btw its e design sch lif nt SHS...

if SHS's confirm tk muat..

while we r bz takin pics

e 'blood' suddenli pop out..

so we grab her n tada!

black green

2008-01-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

okies.. since last week my groupmates hav planned 2 wear black todae. tank god everione was sportin enuf 2 wear it. n yes! everione wore it. erm.. hmm.. wore green wid gang..

sekelumpok berhitam..

sekelumpok berhijau..

well i will update e pic wid my groupmates soon since i hav nt receive it yet.

well.. heres r sum of 6 anakdara's pics..

adious!

My Crappy Partners

e weather was veri warm.

( back) Fad Bia Pah Yati
(front) Zawani LiL

NR0713 Malay Girls

blue

2008-01-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

as bLUe as OceaN

27

2008-01-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

ytd after sch i wen 2 hougang wid biah. she bought herself a waterbottle. den i meet wid mimi n wani at tamp. we slack at small mac n tokin bout alot of things. after tt mimi meet up wid her mom, wani went hm n i met my sis n we watched 27 dresses. James Marsden was v. sweet n super cute. e movie was nice n romantic.

Katherine Heigl

main leads in 27 dresses

James Marsden

he is just gorgeous.. =P

alhamdulilah

2008-01-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah for everything...

And yes...

Blacks...

=D

driving

2008-01-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

ytd after lect we went 2 resource room for our upcuming pract test. after that we went 2 bookshop 2 photocopy rabiah's notes den headed hm. den yati ask mi y nt i go hm wid del since hes otw 2 tamp 2 meet his fwen. manage 2 kal him n he sent mi hm. i hav a 'mini driving' lesson wid him. =D

i noe atiqa gona kill mi wid dis pic..

shes bz tokin n im eatin..

fad n mi durin e boring lect..

2 bored so we snap a pic..

del drivin..

otw 2 tamp...

del n mi..

look theres a bike there..
i ask del 2 take his time while i snap a pic..
den he asked "done?"
wen i sae "ya"
he speed up n sae "crazy gurl"
humph!

on e road..

in his car..

again..

n again..

miliki

2008-01-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

mungkin dia bukan untuk ku miliki sekadar untuk tatapan ku

I need someone

2008-01-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

I need someone...
Willing to been through shit with me
Understand me the most when no one did
Believe in me when the world don't
Who reminds me when i forget
Prom me when i'm wrong
Cheer me up when im down
Lent his shoulders for me to cry on
Give a helping hands when things went wrong
Be the sun of my darkness
Be the rainbow of my unhappiness

tidak akan selamanya derita kerana ia bukan neraka
tidak akan selamanya nikmat kerana ia bukan syurga
adanya derita dan nikmat kerana ia hanyalah dunia

omma

2007-12-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

~especially dedicated to my precious & irreplaceable mom~

Omma...
kehadiranmu dalam diri ini membawa seribu erti
tanpamu tiada aku bernafas di dunia ini
mengharungi liku-liku hidup yang penuh pancaroba
memimpinku tiap kali aku rebah
mendakapku ketika aku berduka
dan memberi aku semangat setiap kali aku lemah
yang pasti engkau tiada pengganti
satu-satunya omma dihati
keberanianmu berjuang untuk melahirkan ku
walau apa pun yang akan berlaku
engkau sanggup menempuh medan perang dan bertaruh nyawa
walaupun tidak mengetahui kesudahannya
kasihmu yang dicurahkan tidak terbatas
walaupun diberikan segantang emas
mendidikku menjadi insan yang berguna
supaya hidupku lebih sempurna
kata-kata perangsang dan nasihat
menjadikan aku seorang manusia yang lebih kuat
kekhilafanku ditegur
agar diri tidak menjadi lebih lentur

sahabat

2007-12-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

...cebisan coritan hatiku...

Sahabat...
sering menjanjikan sesuatu istimewa
tapi jarang sekali mengotahkannya

Sahabat...
selalu bersama ketika senang
hilang ketika duka

Sahabat...
bayang tidak ketemu apabila memerlukan
bertandang didepan mata bila tidak mencari

Sahabat...
pernahkah terlintas di hati apakah erti maknanya yang sebenar?
pernahkah terfikir apa yang harus diberi dan apa yang harus diterima?
wang ringgit?
kasih sayang?
kesetiaan?
kejujuran?

Sahabat...
atau sekadar...

ada apa pada cinta

2007-12-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

ok dis is totali random. i suddenli tink of writing sumting n dis weird idea cums out of my brain. the best part is tt i get all those ideas frm e people ard mi n also novels. every bits n pieces of each couples. well... do leave a comment on dis. hope u guys enjoy! adious!! =P

Ada apa pada cinta?

ia nya seperti khayalan di siang hari

mengharapkan kesudahan yang membahagiakan

rela tersiksa dan terluka dipertengahan

Ada apa pada cinta?

manusia sering kecewa dan merana

meratap seperti kehilangkan orang yang tidak bernyawa

hilang perdoman untuk hidup

Ada apa pada cinta?

tidak mampu lagi bertentang mata dengan si dia

bila berlakunya perpisahan

wahal wajah itu yang dulu sering membuat hati berdebar-debar

Ada apa pada cinta?

diri sering terpedaya olehnya

walaupun mengetahui si dia curang

rela menunggu hingga dia berubah

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mengdurhakai orang tua untuk mempertahankannya

sanggup bergadai nyawa asalkan si dia gembira

membuang sanak saudara untuk bersamanya

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hati sentiasa tenang bila si dia berada di sisi

senyuman tidak pernah lekang dari bibir

diselang-seli kan oleh tawa

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rela menanti kata putus darinya

gembira tidak terkata bila menerima khabar si dia

rasa seperti dunia ini miliknya apabila memiliki si dia

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rasa ingin memberitahu dunia tentang dia

rasa hanya dirinya melengkapi diri ini

rasa seperti adam dan hawa bersatu setelah dua ratus tahun terpisah

Ada apa pada cintamu?

love test

2007-12-25T13:34:00.000+08:00

Who needs a fling when what you want is the whole fairytale: long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, and watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. You're probably a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. Sure a strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are terrific selling points. But if your dates can't savor romance like you do, it might be the perfect match you're dreaming of. You're hoping to find your other half, that one person who can finish your sentences, someone who really 'gets' your inner emotions. And until you find them, you probably don't mind flying solo every now and then. That's because deep down, you know that being with the wrong someone is just an obstacle to being with your one-and-only. So even as you're reading this and thinking about how to find them, know that somewhere out there, they're probably wondering the same about you. It's just a matter of time.

hahha!! so damn true!

Carefree and fun, you are easily excited when it comes to new experiences — and that includes relationships. It's not that you see boyfriends as frivolous pursuits, but you enjoy the art of the chase, and you work to make sure that long-term relationships maintain that sense of adventure and surprise.You may not be the type of girlfriend who spends every waking hour with her man, but that doesn't mean you're not thinking about him. You're just an independent woman, and it's important for you to feel challenged and creative in most things you do. That's what makes any relationship an adventure.

Whether you're happily single or dabbling in the dating scene, there's nothing like a little romance to add some sizzle to your life. A romantic like you isn't afraid to live in the moment and enjoy everything it brings you — especially if it's your soul mate.It's up to you who that special someone will be. A goofball who'll make you laugh? A sweetie who'll sweep you off your feet? Whatever you've got in mind, it's clear that you'll be in store for a whole world of fun and adventure. That's amoré!

mentorship camp

2007-12-23T20:34:00.000+08:00

17th - 19th of Dec i went 2 mentorship camp. it was fun n tiring. though my grp kp cumin last, bt e best ting is tt we do reali werk as a team n nt jz physicali bt mentali. we understand each other strong n weakness. we dun care if we r last or wad coz e most important ting is tt u giv ur best shot. well 4 2 nite i slp 3 hrs each. it was a full dae activiti bt wid 88 of dem n 14 of my grp members it sure doesnt feel tt slpy. lucky e last dae ends as quickli as it starts. as e last game was brought 4ward 2 e nite b4. so e last dae was full of reflection n writing. n yes! e last game started ard 10pm plus n ended at 3am.. n requires all of us 2 participate. kinda chaotic bt sure fun. btw my grp name is Teh Tarik. n hw they cum out wid those name is sureli weird. our 2 mentors r super kick! they r reali so gd n kind. n i do tink they r beta den other mentors there. i'm so gona miss dem! =D

Gen, 1 of Teh Tarik mentor had went hm b4 we took pics..

e other 1 is SK (with landyard)

Teh Tarik!

during e 'poison river' game..

irony i was wearing e shirt ' i will finish what i started'

While waiting 4 e rest during a game..
sempat aje.. =)

b4 dinner

twin

2007-12-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

hw small cn a world b..

shes my junior in my sec sch..

my DM ever ask mi if i had lil sis..

which he tot it was her..

gt 2 noe tt shes my cuz frm e other side nyer cuz..

jz nw my cuz had a function n ppl keep mistook mi 4 her n shes 4 mi..

last2 my paman ask us 2 take a pic..

good deeds

2007-11-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

good deeds

jln raya

2007-11-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

Randomness...

jalan raya wid sec n poly peeps..

black again

2007-11-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Him, Me & Our Blacks... =)

black

2007-10-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

Him, Me & Our Blacks... =)

blues

2007-10-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

Him, Me & Our Blues... =)

ward 18

2007-10-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

last fri was e last dae 4 my attachment.. time files reali fast! we did hav fun wid e staff there.. well i do tink e last dae was e best 4 my whole attachment.. some of dem hu we tot 'action' turn out 2 b quite nice actuali.. hehe.. enjoy e pics!! =P

well they r suppose 2 continue wid e report takin..

instead they pause n pose..

cute rite? hehe..

as usuali..

crazy us.. =D

torn among e roses..

e gurls in my shift..

they put a smile on my face 4 e whole attachment..

an outing

last dae of service..

wid anisa

ward 18..

break fasting 2gther

wid 2 EN of each team

mini nurses station

e mly peeps in my shift..

includin missing wandi..

alot of ppl confuse mi wid her..