♂je suis simplement une fille♀

Sunday, December 30, 2007

~especially dedicated to my precious & irreplaceable mom~

Omma...
kehadiranmu dalam diri ini membawa seribu erti
tanpamu tiada aku bernafas di dunia ini
mengharungi liku-liku hidup yang penuh pancaroba
memimpinku tiap kali aku rebah
mendakapku ketika aku berduka
dan memberi aku semangat setiap kali aku lemah
yang pasti engkau tiada pengganti
satu-satunya omma dihati
keberanianmu berjuang untuk melahirkan ku
walau apa pun yang akan berlaku
engkau sanggup menempuh medan perang dan bertaruh nyawa
walaupun tidak mengetahui kesudahannya
kasihmu yang dicurahkan tidak terbatas
walaupun diberikan segantang emas
mendidikku menjadi insan yang berguna
supaya hidupku lebih sempurna
kata-kata perangsang dan nasihat
menjadikan aku seorang manusia yang lebih kuat
kekhilafanku ditegur
agar diri tidak menjadi lebih lentur

~LiL~

Thursday, December 27, 2007

...cebisan coritan hatiku...

Sahabat...
sering menjanjikan sesuatu istimewa
tapi jarang sekali mengotahkannya

Sahabat...
selalu bersama ketika senang
hilang ketika duka

Sahabat...
bayang tidak ketemu apabila memerlukan
bertandang didepan mata bila tidak mencari

Sahabat...
pernahkah terlintas di hati apakah erti maknanya yang sebenar?
pernahkah terfikir apa yang harus diberi dan apa yang harus diterima?
wang ringgit?
kasih sayang?
kesetiaan?
kejujuran?

Sahabat...
atau sekadar...

~LiL~

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

ok dis is totali random. i suddenli tink of writing sumting n dis weird idea cums out of my brain. the best part is tt i get all those ideas frm e people ard mi n also novels. every bits n pieces of each couples. well... do leave a comment on dis. hope u guys enjoy! adious!! =P

Ada apa pada cinta?

ia nya seperti khayalan di siang hari

mengharapkan kesudahan yang membahagiakan

rela tersiksa dan terluka dipertengahan

Ada apa pada cinta?

manusia sering kecewa dan merana

meratap seperti kehilangkan orang yang tidak bernyawa

hilang perdoman untuk hidup

Ada apa pada cinta?

tidak mampu lagi bertentang mata dengan si dia

bila berlakunya perpisahan

wahal wajah itu yang dulu sering membuat hati berdebar-debar

Ada apa pada cinta?

diri sering terpedaya olehnya

walaupun mengetahui si dia curang

rela menunggu hingga dia berubah

Ada apa pada cinta?

mengdurhakai orang tua untuk mempertahankannya

sanggup bergadai nyawa asalkan si dia gembira

membuang sanak saudara untuk bersamanya

Ada apa pada cinta?

hati sentiasa tenang bila si dia berada di sisi

senyuman tidak pernah lekang dari bibir

diselang-seli kan oleh tawa

Ada apa pada cinta?

rela menanti kata putus darinya

gembira tidak terkata bila menerima khabar si dia

rasa seperti dunia ini miliknya apabila memiliki si dia

Ada apa pada cinta?

rasa ingin memberitahu dunia tentang dia

rasa hanya dirinya melengkapi diri ini

rasa seperti adam dan hawa bersatu setelah dua ratus tahun terpisah

Ada apa pada cintamu?

~LiL~

Who needs a fling when what you want is the whole fairytale: long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, and watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. You're probably a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. Sure a strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are terrific selling points. But if your dates can't savor romance like you do, it might be the perfect match you're dreaming of. You're hoping to find your other half, that one person who can finish your sentences, someone who really 'gets' your inner emotions. And until you find them, you probably don't mind flying solo every now and then. That's because deep down, you know that being with the wrong someone is just an obstacle to being with your one-and-only. So even as you're reading this and thinking about how to find them, know that somewhere out there, they're probably wondering the same about you. It's just a matter of time.

hahha!! so damn true!

Carefree and fun, you are easily excited when it comes to new experiences — and that includes relationships. It's not that you see boyfriends as frivolous pursuits, but you enjoy the art of the chase, and you work to make sure that long-term relationships maintain that sense of adventure and surprise.You may not be the type of girlfriend who spends every waking hour with her man, but that doesn't mean you're not thinking about him. You're just an independent woman, and it's important for you to feel challenged and creative in most things you do. That's what makes any relationship an adventure.

Whether you're happily single or dabbling in the dating scene, there's nothing like a little romance to add some sizzle to your life. A romantic like you isn't afraid to live in the moment and enjoy everything it brings you — especially if it's your soul mate.It's up to you who that special someone will be. A goofball who'll make you laugh? A sweetie who'll sweep you off your feet? Whatever you've got in mind, it's clear that you'll be in store for a whole world of fun and adventure. That's amoré!

~LiL~

Sunday, December 23, 2007

17th - 19th of Dec i went 2 mentorship camp. it was fun n tiring. though my grp kp cumin last, bt e best ting is tt we do reali werk as a team n nt jz physicali bt mentali. we understand each other strong n weakness. we dun care if we r last or wad coz e most important ting is tt u giv ur best shot. well 4 2 nite i slp 3 hrs each. it was a full dae activiti bt wid 88 of dem n 14 of my grp members it sure doesnt feel tt slpy. lucky e last dae ends as quickli as it starts. as e last game was brought 4ward 2 e nite b4. so e last dae was full of reflection n writing. n yes! e last game started ard 10pm plus n ended at 3am.. n requires all of us 2 participate. kinda chaotic bt sure fun. btw my grp name is Teh Tarik. n hw they cum out wid those name is sureli weird. our 2 mentors r super kick! they r reali so gd n kind. n i do tink they r beta den other mentors there. i'm so gona miss dem! =D