Friday, November 28, 2008

Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much

Why do I keep running
From the truth

All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush

Do you catch a breath
When I look at you

Are you holding back
Like the way you do

'Cause I'm trying,

trying to

walk away

But I know

this crush

Ain't goin' away

Goin' away


Monday, November 24, 2008

I know this is not the best time to blog. Why? Because in 2 days time I’ll be having my theory test. Next week is the hell for me. 2 practical tests. Statistic test. Presentation. Gila kape? But I’ve already feel the worst. My 2 weeks tumbdrive 8 GB lost on Friday. And the best part is that it contains the latest slides for my next week presentation. I’m so sorry that we have to restart what we have started last Wednesday. Argh! For the first time I did not prepare anything for my presentation just now. I just feel so shit that I wanted to get it done and over with. And I keep pronouncing it wrong. Like my group mates says memelayukan the words. I just hope the kind soul that found my tumbdrive please kindly return it.


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

My classmates are playing "Angel & Mortal". We ballot on whom to be our ‘mortal’. Hence as an ‘angel’ you are suppose to ‘take care’ or give ‘surprise’ to your 'mortal'. On a certain day [which I forget when], then you will know who is your ‘mystery angel’. I can’t say much here on who is my ‘mortal’. Because the whole class are guessing who is their ‘mystery angel’. So, I won’t expose mine here. But the least I can say is that I’ve done my part. Ahh! Can’t I just be the ‘devil’? Nevertheless, I’m the ‘devil’ to the rest of the class. At least. And yes! My ‘mystery angel’ gives me a ‘surprise’ today. My ‘mystery angel’ gave me Cheezels [BBQ flavour]. My ‘mystery angel’ seems to know that I like cheese. Or is it just guessing game? Hmm.. who ehk? And my ‘mystery angel’ put it in my bag when I was busy walking around the class to disturb people. So when I wanted to put my book in my bag, I saw the Cheezels. At first I thought someone just want to tompang to put inside my bag. When I ask around “whose?” then the game struck in my mind. If ever my ‘mystery angel’ read my blog, i just want to say Thank You for the ‘surprise’! (:


Sunday, November 09, 2008

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa dicintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

let it fade God.. let it fade.. Amin..


Saturday, November 01, 2008

I watch this programme Ex-Wives Club at channel 5 just now. There are two main contestants but only one that caught my eyes. This lady was left by her husband 7 months ago because she had gain weight. She went to this show and was given two options. To get slim the easier but unnatural way by liposuction or to try the hard but natural way by exercise. She choose the hard but natural way instead. She had 6 weeks of hell. When she wanted to give up the instructor will hug her from behind, pull her up to stand and then push her to run. When she totally wants to quit, the crew shows her, her wedding dress that she can no longer fits on. That really gives her the encouragement to put double commitment to slim down. After 6 weeks, she lost 30 pounds! The pant that she wore to the gym on the 1st week was loose when she tried it on the 6th weeks. Without her knowledge, the crew has redesigned her wedding dress to different colour and sexier. She went to the salon to make over and try her wedding dress. To her surprise, she can fit it! She didn’t know that her ex-husband was called to give her a lift to airport. He was so stun to see her. He did mention that she was beautiful and hot. When she reached the airport, she had two options to make. To stay with her husband or to get to the plane and go on a date at an island. She chooses to go on a plane! (I was so happy when she say good bye to her jerk husband that left her all because she was fat!) She really did make a good decision. Because the crew somehow knew that she had a big crush at her friend but she doesn’t have the confident to express it. The person that she was on a date was her crush! (By the way, her crush is way much thinner than her fat ex-husband!)This was the first time she dates after her divorce. They went on a ship all that. This was also the first time she ever kissed on her very first date! After all that moments were captured. It was sent directly to her ex-husband’s house. Under his breath, they caught him saying that he regret letting her go. When they review them back 6 months later, she was married to her crush and wore bikini on their honeymoon. Her crush was cute when she met at the island but was not when they show 6 months later. He had longer and untidy hair. But after all she did make a good decision that makes her happy a life time.. (:



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